I said it out loud and it wasn't that scary. Truth is, it was terrifying. Most people have a plan or an idea of how to ascertain their perfect career, life goal, whatever. I do not. Well I do, but it's simple: write a best seller. See? Simple, yet not. I was going to say 'hard' when I realized that writing a best seller requires more than just hard work. If all it took was hard work than everybody would be doing it. No, it takes a certain ineffable quality to make a best seller. To write, to dream, to dream perchance to sell. Ay, there's the rub. For in that sell what words may come that they will fly off the shelves and put money in our bread jars? I know not. But it's all I've got. I want this. I want this more than anything in the world. I want this, and I have no other recourse. I'm screwed if I don't so I have to. Gods help me, I'm going to need it.
Current Location: Bed
Current Mood: listless
Current Music: Much Ado About Nothing